It’s that dreaded time of the year…MIDTEARMS!! It’s already seeking upon us and is right around the corner. Needless to say, I am SOOOOO not ready! Procrastination and studying do not mix well, and I am a procrastinator to the extreme. I really don’t mean to be. Sometimes life just gets in the way and you can’t help it. Especially if you have a chronic illness that knocks you flat on your butt. Here lately I have been so tired and drained. Some of it has to do with all the medication I have to take so I can function as a normal human being. My days are like a battle between trying to get out of bed and staying motivated. All I can do is the best I can. Hopefully that is enough.
This is my second, going on third, week of school and already I am overwhelmed! It certainly doesn’t help that I had to miss school on Thursday and was sick most of the weekend due to a dumb health issue. Now I feel like I’m way behind. I shouldn’t be panicking this early in the game!
Stress has always been a problem for me. So has procrastination.I get so stressed out sometimes because I’m overwhelmed with everything that I have going on that I just want to hide under the covers and not come out. I then procrastinate on everything I have to do because I just don’t feel like dealing with it at the time. It’s a vicious vicious cycle.
It’s not easy trying to be a normal college student when your body just won’t cooperate with you. In fact, it’s down right aggravating. I know I’m making a blogging Don’t by being negative, but I’m also being relatable which is a blogging Do so it cancels each other out 😉
(This picture accurately describes my weekend)
I just need to rest, recharge, and get back at it.